night moves

A, it shouldn't bother me this much, and I know I have no right, but it's becoming just like it was with J, and all this business with LB and how it hasn't seemed like she's willing to see me bothers me. I have to be vague and as a result these sentences read like some kind of stream of consciousness nightmare. But the thing is if this all keeps up then there really won't be anything here left for me and I'll have to move on before it all gets to me again and I always have that face, that face that Kelly said seemed like I was missing something.